I, 1.7
The reigning factor of all things made or experienced is you, your way of being.
The failing you experience as one who understands the concept but is unable to produce at will is only this: your need for wanting to have.
You say, “If only I could have what others have, if only my thoughts could be made as fast as I want, only when I least need do I receive.”
And on and on the tune plays, without you even realizing you are singing along with your blame, rather than your honest consummate need.
Only in the acceptance of the world you are making will “abundant wealth just waiting to be claimed” ever be a possible personal experience.
Yes, wealth is a personal experience, not a personally owned amount of treasure.
